The best way to predict your future is to create it.... While the amount of running I've been doing the past few months for a normal person would be a lot (25-30 mi/week), for me it's been unsatisfying. I love running, every time, but for some reason I still felt unfulfilled, even after my better runs. Yesterday I finally figured it out - I have no big picture goal I'm working towards. I'm running to run, which is fine, but just two months ago I made a LOT of promises to myself about my next Ironman. I also made promises to myself to enjoy life and be social again, but I've been focusing on just that side - and waaaaaay too much. Too much partying, too much drinking, staying up way too late... don't get me wrong, it's been super fun, but I need a balance between my social life and getting better in the off season. While the last few months have been a blast, I need more balance. I want to be faster. I want to be a more competitive cyclist. I want to be
Ironman, triathlete, mom, carb enthusiast